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Chapter 2: It seemed that he’d been waiting for her. Kellie Pickler felt both an intense attraction and a rush of adrenaline as she stood in the parking lot of the Lakeview Café, gazing into that enigmatic pair of eyes. A spontaneous “hello” had tumbled over her lips before she’d given full consideration to the fact that this man was a virtual stranger.
Remembering that there were people in the world who wanted to silence Kellie, or even kill her, she was surprised at her own reaction. Briefly, futilely, she wished she had never worked for Senator Wendell Hartley, never found the evidence of his criminal acts, thus making her a target.
He smiled, the snow drifting and floating softly between them, cosseting the land in a magical silence. Something about his gaze captivated her, made her want to stand there looking at him forever.
It was as though he had looked inside her, with those remarkable eyes of his, and awakened some vital part of her being, heretofore unknown and undreamed of.
Kellie cleared her throat nervously but kept her smile in place. She should have taken the time to call her brother, Ben, when her shift was over, as he was always telling to do, so he could come and walk her back to the trailer court. If she hadn’t seen the man the night before, when she and Danny had gone out trick-or-treating, she might have thought he was a mugger or a rapist, or that her former boss had finally sent someone to make sure she never talked about his close association with drug dealers. “The café’s closed,” she said. “We’ll open again at five.”
He came no nearer, this man woven of shadows, and yet his presence was all around Kellie, in and through her, like the very essences of time and space. “Don’t be afraid,” he said. “I’m not here to hurt you.”
Kellie figured a serial killer might say the same thing, but the idea didn’t click with her instincts. She realized she
wasn’t truly afraid, but her stomach was fluttery, and she felt capable of pole-vaulting over the big neon sign out by the highway. “I don’t think I caught your name,” she said, finally breaking the odd paralysis that had held her until that moment.
“Ace Young,” he said, keeping his distance. “And yours?”
“Kellie Pickler,” she answered, at last finding the impetus to start across the lot, the soles of her boots making tracks in the perfect snow. Idly, she wondered if she would end up as a segment on one of those crime shows that were so popular on TV. She could just hear the opening blurb.
Ms. Kellie Dawn Pickler, motel maid and waitress, erstwhile personal assistant to Senator Wendell Hartley, disappeared mysteriously one snowy night from the parking lot of the Lakeview Truck Stop, just outside Bright River, Connecticut…A high, dense hedge separated the parking area from the motel and trailer court beyond, and Kellie paused under an arch of snow-laced shrubbery to look back.
Ace Young, clearly visible before in the glimmer of the big floodlights standing at all four corners of the parking lot, was gone. No trace of him lingered, and the new layer of snow was untouched except for her own footprints.
She stood perfectly still for a moment, listening, but she heard nothing. She drew a deep breath and walked on at a brisk pace, making her way past the two-story motel and into the trailer court. Reaching the door of her tiny mobile home, which was parked next to Ben’s larger one, she looked back over her shoulder again, almost expecting to see Young standing behind her.
“Weird,” Kellie said to herself as she turned the key in the lock.
The trailer wobbled, as usual, when the blond stepped inside. She flipped on the light switch and peeled off her coat in an almost simultaneous motion. Then, as an afterthought, she turned the lock on her door and put the chain-bolt in place.
Her utilitarian telephone, a plain black model with an old-fashioned dial, startled her with an immediate jangle. She grabbed up the receiver, oddly exasperated.
“Damn it, Kellie,” her brother said. “I told you to call me when you were through closing up the café so I could come over and walk you home. Don’t you read the newspapers? It isn’t safe for a woman to be out alone at night.”
Kellie calmed down by reminding herself that Ben truly cared about her; except for Danny and her best friend Wendy Browning, he was probably the only person in the world who did. She put away her coat, sat down on her hide-a-bed sofa with a sigh, and quickly kicked off her snow boots.
“I’m sorry, Ben,” she responded, rubbing one sore foot. She frowned, spotting a run in her pantyhose. Even hairspray or nail polish wouldn’t stop this one. “Yes, it’s late, and that’s exactly why I didn’t call. I knew Danny would be in bed, and I didn’t want you to have to leave him alone.” She paused, drew a deep breath, and plunged. “Ben, what do you know about Ace Young, that guy who lives in the mansion down the road?”
Ben sounded tired. “Just that. His name is Ace Young, and he lives in the mansion down the road. Why?”
Kellie was unaccountably disappointed; she’d wanted some tidbit of information to mull over while she was brushing her teeth and getting ready for bed. “I was just wondering, that’s all. Danny and I went there for Halloween night. He struck me as sort of—different.”
“I guess you could say he’s a recluse,” Ben said, barely disguising his indifference. “Listen sweetheart, I’m beat. I’ll see you in the morning.”
Emotion swelled in her throat. She and Ben had more in common than their late parents. He’d lost his wife, Shelly, to cancer a few years before, along with his job in a Pittsburgh steel mill, and he’d been struggling to rebuild his life and Danny’s ever since. Kellie had been forced to give up an entire way of life—her work, her apartment, her friends—because she knew too much about certain very powerful people.
“Good night,” she said.
Her trailer consisted of one room, essentially, with the fold-out bed at one end and a kitchenette at the other. The bathroom was quite literally the size of the hall closet in her old apartment.
Resolving to dwell on what she had—her life, her health, Danny and Ben—instead on what she’d lost, Kellie took of her pink uniform and hung it carefully from a curtain rod. After showering, she put on an old flannel nightshirt and dried her hair. Then she heated a serving of vegetable soup on a doll-sized stove and sat in the middle of her lumpy fold-out bed, eating and watching a late-night talk show on the small TV that had once occupied a corner of the kitchen counter of her spacious apartment in Washington.
Kellie didn’t laugh at the host’s monologue that night, though she usually enjoyed it. She kept thinking of Ace Young, wondering who he was and why he’d stirred her the way he had. He was one of the most attractive men she’d ever met, and inwardly she was still reeling from the impact of encountering him unexpectedly as she’d left the café.
Not to mention the way he’d vanished in the time it took to blink.
She walked to the edge of her bed on her knees, balancing her empty soup bowl with all the skill of a good waitress, then got up and crossed to the sink. After rinsing out her dish, she returned to the bathroom and brushed her teeth. The thing to do was sleep; she would think about Mr. Young another time, when fatigue did not make her overly fanciful.
Ace was especially ravenous that night, but he did not feed. The hunger lent a crystalline sharpness to his thought processes, and as he sat alone in his sumptuous study, with no light but that of the fire on the hearth, he allowed himself to remember a time, a glorious time, when he’d been a man instead of a monster.
He closed his eyes and tilted his head back against the high leather chair in which he sat, recalling. Like most mortals, Ace had not realized what it really meant to have a strong, steady heartbeat, supple lungs that craved air, skin that sweated and muscles that took orders from a living brain. He had thought with his manhood in those simple days, not his mind.
Now he was a husk, an aberration of nature. Thanks to his own impetuous nature and unceasing pursuit of a good time, thanks to Elizabet, he was a fiend, able to exist only by the ingestion of human blood. He longed for the peace of death but feared the possibilities of an afterlife too much to perish willingly.
He could travel freely in time and its dimensions, but the Power that pulsed at the heart of the universe was veiled to him. He knew only that it existed, and that its agents were among his most dangerous enemies.
He could not bear to consider the fate that might await him should he succumb to the mystery of true death; he’d had enough religious training in his early years at school to sustain a pure and unremitting terror. Nor did he choose to think of Kellie Pickler, for to do that in his present mood would be to transport himself instantly into her presence.
He engaged in a sad smile, letting decades unfold in his mind, and then centuries. He’d been twenty-two when the unthinkable had happened. The year had been 1752, the place an upstairs room in a seedy English tavern, not far from Oxford…
Elizabet’s waist-length auburn hair was spread across Ace’s torso like a silken veil, and her ice-blue eyes were limpid as she gazed at him. “Lovely boy,” she crooned, stroking his chest, his belly, and then his cock. “I can’t bear to give you up.”
Ace groaned. They’d been together all night and, as always, as the dawn approached, she grew sentimental and greedy. He was amazed to feel himself grow hard, for he’d thought she’d drained him of all ability to respond.
She was older than him by several years, and her experience in sensual matters was vast, but other than those things, he knew little about her. One night a few weeks before, when Ace had been out walking alone, a splendid carriage drawn by six matched horses had stopped beside him on the road. Elizabet, a pale and gloriously beautiful creature, had summoned him inside with a smile and a crook of her finger. They’d been meeting regularly ever since.
Now she laughed at his reluctance to surrender even as his young body betrayed him.
She set the pace as the aggressor and the seducer. She took him to even newer heights of passion, extracting yet another exquisite response from him and left him half-conscious in the tangled bedclothes immediately afterward.
Ace watched his lover through a haze as she paced the crude plank-board floor, once again clad in her gauzy, flowing gown, her hair trailing down her back in a profusion of coppery curls. He was glad it was nearly sunrise; that she would leave him then as always, because he knew that one more turn in her arms would kill him.
“See that you don’t go dallying with a wench while I’m away,” she flared. “I won’t have it!”
He hauled himself up onto his elbows, but that was all he could manage. “You don’t own me, Elizabet,” he said. “Don’t be telling me what you’ll have and what you won’t.”
She whirled on him then, and he saw something terrible in her face, even though there was no light but that of a thin winter moon fading into an approaching dawn. “Do not speak to me in that disrespectful way again!” she raged.
Ace was a bold sort—indeed his father’s solicitor swore the trait would be his undoing—but even he did not dare challenge her further. She was no ordinary woman, he’d guessed that long since, and she was capable of far more than ordinary mischief. He guessed that had been her appeal, along with her insatiable appetites and the envy her attentions generated among his friends.
Elizabet cast a sullen glance toward the window, then glared at Ace again, her eyes seeming to glitter in the gloom. They looked hard, like jewels, and they flashed with an icy fire. She made a strangled sound, a mingling of desire and grief, and then she was upon him again.
He tried to throw her off, for the sudden ferocity of her attack had unnerved him, but to his annoyance he discovered that she was far stronger than he was.
“Soon,” she kept murmuring, over and over, like a mother comforting a fitful child, “soon, darling, all the earth will belong to us—“
Ace felt her teeth puncture his neck, and his heart raced with fresh horror. He fought to free himself, but she was like a marble statue, crushing him, breaking his bones. At that point he began to recede into unconsciousness; he was going to die, never see Katharine again, never laugh or paint or drink wine and ale with his friends.
He renewed his efforts, struggling to return to full awareness, even though there was pain and fear, mortal fear so intense that his very soul throbbed with it.
“Now, now,” the unholy seductress whispered, lifting her head to look into his eyes. “Your friends will think you’re dead, poor fools, but you will only be sleeping. I will return for you, my darling, before they bury you.”
Ace was appalled and wildly confused. He felt strange; his body was weak to the point of death, and he could barely keep his eyes open, yet his soul seemed to soar on the wings of some dark euphoria. “Oh God,” he whispered, “what’s happening to me?”
Elizabet rose from the bed, but it made no difference that she’d finally freed him, for Ace could not move so much as a muscle.
“You’ll see, my darling,” she said, “but don’t trouble yourself by calling out to God. He turns a deaf ear to our sort.”
Ace fought desperately to raise himself, but he still had no strength. He could only watch in terrified disbelief as Elizabet’s form disintegrated into a swirling, sparkling mist. She was gone, and even though Ace was conscious, he knew full well that she had murdered him.
He could not speak, could not move. His heart had stopped beating; he wasn’t breathing, and as the room filled with sunlight, his sight faded. His flesh burned as surely as if he’d been laid out on a funeral pyre, and yet Ace knew the pain wasn’t physical. He was dead, as Elizabet had said, yet only too aware of all that happened around him.
A wench, probably come to fill the water jug and tidy the bed, found him later that morning. Her shrieks stabbed his mind; he tried to move, to speak, to show her he was conscious, but it was all for naught. Ace was a living soul trapped inside a corpse.
He was aware of the others, when they came, for it was as though the conscious part of him had risen to a corner of the ceiling to look down on the lot of them. There were two men, the tavern owner and his burly, stupid son, but a priest soon arrived as well.
The boy took the door from its hinges, and they laid his helpless body out on that wooden panel. He could do nothing to resist them.
“Poor soul,” said the priest, grasping the large crucifix he wore around his neck on a plain cord and making the sign of the cross over Ace’s mortal remains. “What do you suppose happened to him?”
“He died a happy man,” the idiot-boy replied, leering. It didn’t seem to bother him that he was addressing a man of God. “That’s if the lady I saw him with and the sounds I heard comin’ from this here room meant anything!”
Ace returned to his wasted body from his vantage point near the ceiling, struggled to move something, anything—an ear, an eyelash, on of the tiny muscles at the corners of his mouth. Nothing. Blackness covered him, swallowed him up, mind and soul, and he was no one, nowhere.
When Ace awakened, he still could not move. He knew, with that perculiar extra sense he’d acquired soon after Elizabet’s attack, that he was in the back of the undertaker’s shop, laid out on a slab, with coins on his eyes. At first light he’d be closed up in a coffin and probably sent home to Ireland in the back of a wagon, no longer a troublesome responsibility to his prosperous English father. His mother, a dark-haired tavern maid, a woman of light laughter and even lighter skirts, would mourn him for a while, but Katharine would suffer the sorest grief. Katharine, his beloved cousin, his childhood companion, the counterpart of his personality.
Hope stirred in his being when he felt a cool hand come to rest on his forehead; his hope died when he heard his murderess’s voice. “There now, I told you I’d come back for you,” she said, placing a frigid kiss where her fingers had been. “Sweet darling, have you been afraid? Perhaps you’ll remember, after this, what it means to defy me.”
Ace knew a pure anguish of emotion, but he could say nothing. He cried out inwardly when she bent over him again, when he felt her teeth puncture the skin of his throat like pointed quills thrust through dry parchment. In the next instant, liquid ecstasy seemed to flow into every part of him; he could see clearly again and hear with crystal clarity, even though he still had no breath or heartbeat. An unearthly and wholly incredible power was spawning inside him, growing, grumbling, surging upward like lava thrusting at the inside of a mountain.
His muscles were flexible again; he sat bolt upright on the slab and thrust Elizabet aside with a motion of his arm.
“What have you done?” he rasped, for the joy that seemed to crush him from the inside was the sort denied to mere men. It was dark and rich and evil: and he yearned to throw it off even as he embraced it. “In the name of God, Elizabet,
what manner of creature are you and what have you done to me?”Elizabet thrust her arms up, as if he’d attempted to strike her again. “Do not speak of the Holy One again—it is forbidden!”
“Tell me!” he bellowed.
There was a clamor beyond the door of the morgue, the sounds of rushing feet and muffled voices.
Elizabet came to his side. Her mind filled the room, swirled around his like an invisible storm, swallowed it whole. When his awareness returned, when he knew that he was a separate entity, they were hiding together in a damp place with cold stone walls.
He was lying down once again, this time on an altar of sorts. In the flickering light of a half dozen candles, he saw her, looming at his feet like some horrible angel of darkness.
“Please,” he said, his voice a raw whisper. “Tell me what I am.”
She smiled and came to stand beside him, smoothing his hair back from his forehead. He wasn’t bound, as far as he could tell, and yet she must have been restraining him somehow, for he was utterly powerless once more.
“Don’t be so anxious, my darling,” the female vampire scolded. “You are a most wonderful creature now, with powers others only dream of. You are like me, a vampire.”
“No,” he protested. “
No! It’s impossible—such things do not happen!”
“Shhh,” said Elizabet, laying an index finger to her lovely, lethal mouth. “Soon you will adjust to the change, my darling. Once you’ve felt the true scope of your talents, you’ll thank me for what I’ve done.”
“Thank you?” Ace trembled, so great was his effort to rise and confront her, and so fruitless. “If what you say is true—and I cannot credit that it is—then I shall curse you. But I will never,
never thank you!”
Her beautiful face became a mask of controlled rage. “Ingrate! You don’t know what you’re saying. If I thought you did, I would toss you out into the sunlight to burn in the sort of agony only a vampire can know! Count yourself fortunate, Ace Young, that I am mercifully inclined toward you!” She stopped, seemed to gather herself in from all directions, then favored him with a smile made brutal by its sweet sacrilege. “Sleep now, darling. Rest. When darkness comes again, I will show you places and things you’ve never imagined…”
In the nights to come, Elizabet had kept her promise.
She had taught him to hunt, and despise it though he did, he had learned his lessons well. She had shown him how to move as easily between eras and continents as a mortal travels from room to room. From her, he learned to find a safe lair and to veil his presence from the awareness of human beings.
From her, he also learned pure, enduring, singular hatred, and all of it was directed at her.
He pitied his victims and often starved himself to the point of collapse to avoid taking blood. Then, one foggy winter night not so long after Elizabet had changed him from a man into a beast, while sitting alone in a country tavern, pretending to drink ale, he’d been approached by another vampire…Constantine.
“Reminiscing about me? How touching.”
Ace started in his chair by the fire in his Connecticut house and muttered a curse. His unannounced and quite unquestionably arrogant caller leaned against the mantel, indolently regal in pressed trousers and tails. He was even wearing the signature gold medallion, which meant he was in a mischievous mood.
Like Ace, Constantine held the stereotypical media vampire in unwavering contempt.
“This is the second time in as many nights that I’ve taken you unawares,” Constantine scolded, tugging at his immaculate white gloves. “You’ve become careless, my friend. Tell me, have you fed so well that your senses are dulled?”
Ace raised himself from the chair and faced his visitor squarely. Constantine was ancient, by vampire standards, having been changed sometime in the fourteenth century. He was a magnificent monster, given to sweeping displays of power, but only the stupid showed fear in his presence.
When Constantine sensed cowardice, he turned dangerously playful, like a cat with a mouse between its paws.
“I am allowed some introspection,” Ace said, pouring a sniffer of brandy and raising it to Constantine in an imprudent toast even though he could not drink. “I was remembering how I came to join the ranks of demons, if you must know.”
Constantine chuckled, took the glass from Ace’s hand, and flung the contents into the fire. A furious roar preceded his reply. “The ranks of demons’, is it? Do you hate us so much as that, Ace?”
“Yes,” Ace spat. “Yes! I despise you, I despise Elizabet, and most of all, I despise myself.”
Constantine yawned. “You have become something of a bore, my friend, always whining about what you are. When are you going to accept the fact that you will be exactly this until the crack of doom and get on with it?”
Ace turned his back on his companion to stand facing one of the bookshelves, running one hand lightly over the spines of the leather-bound volumes he cherished. “There is a way to end the curse,” he said with despairing certainty. “There has to be.”
“Oh, indeed, there is,” Constantine said cheerfully. “You have only to tell some crusading human where your lair is and let him drive a stake through your heart while you sleep. Or you could find a silver bullet somewhere and shoot yourself.” He shuddered, and his tone took on a note of condescension as he finished. “Neither fate is at all pleasant, I’m afraid. Both are truly terrible deaths, and what lies beyond is even worse, for us if not mortals.”
Ace did not turn from his inspection of the journals he had written himself, by hand, over the course of two centuries. His musings had kept him from losing his mind and, he hoped, given some perspective on history. He had written a full account of his vampirism as well.
“I don’t need your lectures, Constantine. If you have no other business with me, then kindly leave.”
Constantine sighed philosophically, a sure sign that he was about to pontificate. He surprised Ace this time, however, by speaking simply. “Elizabet stirs again, my friend. Have a care.”
Ace turned slowly to study his companion. When he’d grown beyond the needs of a fledgling vampire, and spurned her affections, Elizabet had first raged, then sulked, and then gone into seclusion in some hidden den. She had emerged on occasion and busied herself with her usual dalliances, but she had not troubled him in years. In fact, he seldom worried about her, although Constantine and Katharine constantly chided him for his carelessness.
“She has long since forgotten me,” he said. “I am but one of many conquests, after all.”
“You delude yourself,” Constantine replied tersely. “Elizabet has indeed taken many lovers, and made many vampires. But you were the only one who dared resist her advances. It’s a miracle you haven’t perished long before this, and I honestly can’t say why I keep trying to save you when you seem determined to die.”
Ace clutched the older vampire’s silk lapels in both hands. He was not afraid for himself, but he did fear for Katharine, and the human woman, Kellie. “Have you seen Elizabet?” he demanded. “Damn you, stop your prattling and tell me!”
Constantine shrugged free of Ace’s grasp and seemed to settle his garments closer to his skin, the way a raven might do with its feathers. “I have not been so unfortunate as to encounter her,” he said with ominous dignity, “but certain of the others have. She is weak and feeds only sporadically, according to my sources. Nevertheless, she has roused herself, and sooner or later, as mortals so colorfully put it, there will be hell to pay.”
Ace shoved splayed fingers through his hair, his mind racing. “Where? Where was she seen?”
“Spain, I think,” Constantine answered. He’d shifted his attention to a mechanical music box on Ace’s desk; the older vampire loved gadgets. He turned the key, and the tinkling notes of a long-forgotten tune echoed in the room. “If you say you’re going there to look for her,” he said distractedly, “I swear I’ll wash my hands of you.”
“You’ve made that vow often enough,” the younger vampire said tersely. “What a pity you never keep it.”
Constantine chuckled, but the snap with which he closed the music box lid was a more accurate measure of his mood. “What an insolent whelp you are. Who but Elizabet would change such a difficult human into an immortal, thereby subjecting us all to an eternity of pathos?”
“Who, indeed?” Ace replied. He sighed, and his shoulders slumped slightly. He was faint with the need for sustenance, but the dawn was too close now. There was no time for a proper hunt. “I’m sorry,” he said, even though he wasn’t, not entirely, and they both knew it. “If you see Elizabet, will you let me know?”
The older vampire regarded him coldly for a long time, then said, “You may encounter the creature before I do, Ace.” He frowned, adjusted his gloves, and set his top hat at a dashing angle. “And now, adieu. Dawn is nearing. Sleep soundly, my friend, and in safety.”
With that, Constantine vanished. He often indulged in dramatic exits.
He banked the fire on the hearth, put the screen in place, and left the house, moving through the silent, snowy woods as noisily as a man, instead of with a vampire’s stealth. Maybe Constantine was right; maybe he was courting destruction, in an unconscious hope that there was no heaven or hell beyond death, but only oblivion.
In oblivion would lie peace.
Ace’s hunger tore at him as he moved closer and closer to the long-forgotten mine shaft that was his lair. He glanced toward the sky, reasoned that he had about fifteen minutes before the sun would top the horizon. There was time to go to Kellie, time for one look to sustain him in the deathlike sleep that awaited him.
He shook his head. No. He dared not approach her now, when he needed to feed.
He wended his way toward his hiding place, lowered himself inside, crouched against one dank wall, and folded his arms atop his knees. Then he yawned, lowered his head, and slept.
The mansion had looked spooky to Kellie on Halloween night, but now that she stood before it in the dazzling sunshine of that November afternoon, it seemed very ordinary and innocuous, except for its size.
She wasn’t sure why she’d come; Mr. Young certainly hadn’t invited her to drop by. All Kellie really knew was that she was drawn to that house and even more to its owner. It was as if she’d always known Ace Young, as if they’d been close once, very close, and then cruelly separated. Encountering him had been a reunion of sorts, a restoration of something stolen long before.
Wedging her hands into the pockets of her coat, the blond proceeded up the walk and climbed the steps onto the gracious old porch. Then, after drawing a deep breath, she rang the bell.
There was no answer, so she tried a second time. Again, no one came.
She walked around the large house once, thinking she might encounter the owner in the yard, but she didn’t catch so much as a glimpse of him.
Finally, feeling both relieved and disappointed, Kellie turned and walked back along the driveway toward the highway. She had already cleaned the motel rooms that had been rented the night before, and she wasn’t due back at the café until the supper shift. Danny would be in school until three o’clock, and Ben was busy repairing a water pipe under one of the trailers.
The blond was a free woman, and she was at loose ends.
She decided to borrow Ben’s battered old Toyota and head into Bright River. Her emotions were churning; she tried to put Young out of her mind and failed.
She would stop by the local library, Kellie decided. There she would surely find back copies of the Bright River
Clarion ; she intended to scan the microfilm records for interesting references to Ace Young or his family. After all, she rationalized as she bumped along Route 7 in her brother’s car, she needed to keep up her professional skills—especially in research. God knew, she couldn’t work as a waitress and maid all her life; her feet would never withstand the strain.
Besides, the project gave her a legitimate reason to think about the gorgeous hunk on a more practical level, and it would distract her from the riot of emotions and needs that had been bedeviling her ever since their first encounter.
Kellie adjusted the car’s temperamental heater and shivered in spite of the blast of hot air that buffeted her. Ace was going to change her life, and she was going to change his; she knew it as well as if an angel had whispered the fact in her ear. There was a magical mystery afoot here, and she yearned to learn its secrets.
The trick would be to stay alive long enough to investigate.
She sighed and silently reminded herself that she knew too much about her ex-boss’s source of campaign funds, among other things. Five years working in the nation’s capital had cured Kellie of starry-eyes illusion—even though Hartley was an easygoing sort who would not relish the prospect of ordering her death or anyone else’s, he loved the power of his office, and the status it gave him. The senator would never sacrifice money, position, and his marriage much less his personal freedom, for her sake.
She must be more careful now and stop pretending to herself that all was right in the world.